Incompetent

It never seems to surprise me when I need to double check a doctors work. I've had my second UTI in a one month period.
I did my research on my last antibiotic and it was good to go. This time I had severe pain so I just wanted the antibiotics in my mouth to feel better....shame on me...I only took one pill before I saw a strange warning label on the antibiotic "do not take if you become pregnant" well holy heck! I did research and apparently this specific antibiotic should never be taken in the first trimester and will cause birth defects....REALLY! I called my doctor right away irritated that I even consumed one of these pills!
Now, I'm having to pay out of pocket yet again for another antibiotic that won't hurt my baby...worth it, but still very frustrating.
So much stress has taken place in the last month, my boyfriends aunt dying suddenly of cancer, fighting for custody of Autumn so Autumn's mother doesn't just move out of state with her. I'm only going to be employed for two more months then I need to find a new job for the summer...I don't know how hard that will be with me being four months pregnant.... I need to move out of my current home into my boyfriends house to save money, but I'm in a lease. Having to give my dog away to a great home (my daddy) but I want my dog so bad...getting blamed for the auto accident that happened last year when the guy hit me and I swear it wasn't my fault... Now I have my medical expenses, and my car won't get fixed (and it's falling apart) but I get my insurance to sky rocket....such a storm of bad things.
I really hope things start to lighten up and the rainbow at the end of the storm appears...I know it will, it will just take time. Until then I'll be pregnant and sassy <3